It has been two weeks now since I received "the news". Now what? I am not sure how to define myself now. Am I unemployed? a stay at home mom? housewife? home manager? It is hard to define oneself when their role has changed in some ways drastically. I have a long list of things that need to get done around my house, like laundry, dishes, rearranging the girls room. Then there is the list of things
I want to do that have been pushed so far back that I am having trouble seeing them. You know the things that make you happy, I love to bake, sew, make crafty things and of course read blogs! Then there are the things that I want to do with my girls...play outside, go for walks, do fun hand print projects. With so many things I want/need to do and then the unknown factor of how long I will be in this position, I find myself not doing too much. I feed the kids, change diapers, change clothes from spit up, cook dinner, do a few dishes, give baths, read stories, tuck into bed. That about sums up my days so far. Am I loving it? Heck ya! So many times while sitting at work I would desperately wish to be home with my girls and even doing the dishes and laundry. So right now in life I am enjoying my family! Something that desperately needed more of my attention for awhile now.